i write sins,not tragedies;
"i'm selfish,impatient and a little insecure.i make mistakes,i'm out of control and at times , hard to handle.But if you can't handle me at my worst,then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." -Marilyn Monroe
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Friday, July 31, 20091:32 PM
the anniversary post <3
4.34 am, just got back from samsot ss2. the "fried calamari" was incredible. yeap, it was my first time going there. no offense. haha. im still waiting for am to online. isyk! so lembab.
anyway,today is our anniversary. Sayang! Happy Anniversary Four years Four months Four hours thirty-Four seconds minus Four months.i wished here because, i just want to do it differently this time, been wishing through the phone everytime. so yeah, Happy anniversary sayang.I just want you to know,it doesn't feel the same without you in my life. and having you now, keeps me alive.trust me. i love you so much! ;) i just hope there wont be anything happen (again) along the way, and hope it ends well.
text me once you have read this ok? toodles sayang. i love you!
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Thursday, July 30, 20094:19 AM
just got back from permate condo, had my lunch there with the sweetheart. its been a long time since i ate their cantonese koay teow with beef. the koay teow was awesome as usual. went to cyber-cafe at section 7 to meet up with izwan.went for a drink sent am home, and here i am. bored, so i do some blogging. i really dont have any idea what to blog about actually.
before i went out, i watched 'the ramen girl' on starmovie. a cute movie i must say. the ramen goddess looks delicious! heee...mhm..i was supposed to finish up my model making. but i don't really know where to start. god. making the soho kl into scale 1:100? you gotta be kidding me man. its just plain ridiculous! my site is only two lots., and i have to build up the whole thing? gah!!lecturers are out of their mind. i thought today was wednesday, and when i double check its already thursday. panic seem to scream inside my head, but i dont know why i just dont bother to do whatever stuff i HAVE to do. assignment are piling up. and i haven't even started yet. monday is coming pretty soooon fazila! wake up! *slaps here and there*
i start with tonight lah, i go and plot which ever i need to plot. i'll call anne and ask for the key plan and location plan. hopefully she has 'em. so i won't have to go to dbkl. dinnertime.
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Wednesday, July 29, 20099:32 PM
Who is the last female you talk to?
Who is the last male you talk to?
Are you feeling like screaming?
Are you having a head-ace?
Do you have a crush on anyone?
does josh duhamel count?
What are you frusting about?
Do you prefer to go out with a girl or a boy?
a boy.am to be exact.
Do you have an enemy?
i cant recall atm.
Did you escape from anything just now?
What are you doing right now?
Are you hurt?
Did you "LOL"today?
What do you think about air pollution?
im to lazy to think of an answer.next.
Who are you chatting with?
Do you like that person?
Do you have an account on facebook?
What is green in colour?
Do you smoke?
What is your favorite movie?
p/s : i love you.a walk to remember
Do you have an ipod?
Do you have feelings for chinese?
Have you eaten?
Last thing you ate was?
nasi lemak d.e
Do you have a teddy bear?
yes, a pink one!
Does your bestfriend loves you?
yes! a loads. right guys?
Are you sad?
Do you have homeworks?
tonnes of 'em.
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Tuesday, July 28, 20098:25 AM
well, today, the sickness didnt stop with coughing, now i have flu running down my nose like what 24hrs non-stop. stupid selesme! i hate you! still doesnt feel well with my body. god, it pisses me out.ok? im trying to lead a normal life here. but i just cant handle the sore throat, the dry cough , the running nose, the migrain! *geeees*. i just hope i can be normal for one day. so i can actually go to mont kiara and have strength to actually do my work! please lah. holiday almost end, im still zero on my work. blame the demam ok? crap crap crap , enter.
now , im actually watching you tube for the 5th time today, the JK wedding entrance is sangat adorable-lah! go , go watch! ngeeee..(still annoys with my nose actually, rase cam nak maki die je dalam entry ni.)
am brought me bubur mcd today (since i forced him to), together with french fries, have lunch, played bully for a little while, than tido. nthg much.my hair is soooooo panjang now that it irritates me, it is so messy, so untame, so unrully and ape lagi so la kan. i so need to cut it. either trim it or just cut it short! haha. want to try out shawn cutler at bangsar. heard he's good. a normal cut usually cost rm90. and you have to set an appointment with him first. so yeah, next month la kut. when dady gives me money. but i doubt he'll give me expenses for having my hair cut at an expensive salon. i know he'll be pissed off if he found out. he'll sure ask me to go mamak and cut hair. hahaha.
oh ya! i just found out today,that my snakey hilang. *gRR* . OK i want my 100plus now.hate the flu hate the flu hate the flu hate the flu.till then.
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Sunday, July 26, 200912:44 AM
spreading viruses along the way
i can't even remember the last time im on a high fever.its driving me crazy, since i cant go out. felt like a handicapped person. have been on the bed under the blankie ever since, oh ya with 100 plus as my bolster. the worst part is, my body aches here and there.
i havent met am lagi today,and i miss him.
we were suppose to go out and meet up with helmi and atie. to hang out, but body condition says no.eeee, tak suke, kalau dah bosan tahap melampau, saye akan tetap keluar dari rumah. :(
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Friday, July 24, 20092:07 PM
ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE : no
B - BIRTHDAY : 090988
C - CRUSHING ON : integra D5
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD : sirap limau
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO : am
F - FAVORITE SONG : rnb and soul
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS : both! i love candies to bits.
H - HOMETOWN : shah alam
I - IN LOVE WITH : $$$
J - JUGGLE : not my thing
K - KILLED SOMEONE : in a game, yes
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE : terengganu!
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR : vanilla
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS :4
O - ONE WISH : to be a millionnaire
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST : am
R - REASON TO SMILE : best memories
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD : flo-rida ; be on you
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP : haha. tk tentu
V - VEGETABLE(S) : me not likey. bluergh!
W - WORST HABIT : crunching fingers!
X - X-RAYS YOU HAD : chest
Y - YO-YOS ARE : amazing! i still have pro-yo's you know
Z - ZODIAC SIGN : virgo
RANDOM QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU :
Spell your name without vowels :fzl
What color do you wear most? : black
What are you listening to? : the sound of the spinning fan
What is your favorite class in school? :english art and lk
When do you start back at school/college? : july 2006
Are you outgoing? :sangat!
Favorite pair of shoes? : my black slippers
Where do you wish you were right now? : hmmm.
THE CANS :
Can you dance? : no
Can you tie a cherry stem in your mouth? : no
Can you whistle? : cannot!
Write with both hands? : nope
Walk with your toes curled : no
THE DO'S :
Do you believe there is life on other planets? : im still not sure of it
Do you believe in miracles? : not so
Do you believe in magic? : no
Love at first sight? : no
Do you think there's a Satan? : yes
Do you believe in Santa? : i want to
Do you know how to swim? : yeah
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows? : nopeey
THE HAVES :
Have you ever been on a plane? : yes
Have you ever asked someone out? : yes
Have you ever been asked out by someone? : yes
Have you ever been to the ocean? : yes
Have you ever painted your nails? : yes
THE WHATS :
What is the temperature outside? : ntah
What radio station do you listen to? : hitz.fm mostly
What was the last restaurant you ate at? : idaman,damansara
What was the last thing you bought? : a pack of cigarette
Who was the last person you took a picture of? : acap
CRYING SECTION :
Ever really cried your heart out? : yeaah
Ever cried yourself to sleep? : aha
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: yes
Ever cried over the opposite sex? : yesss
Do you cry when you get an injury? : yesss
Do certain songs make you cry? : absolutely!
HAPPY SECTION :
Are you a happy person? : nope
What can make you happy? : shopping and friends
Do you wish you were happier? : yes
Can music make you happy? : sometimes
LOVE SECTION :
How many times have you had your heart broken? : i dont count
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? : hermm
LOOK AT ME :
What is your current hair color? : red brown black
Current piercings? :ear and navel
Have any tattoos? : wished i have one
Eye color? : dark brown
IN A GIRL/GUY :
Favorite eye color : green hahaha.brown la kut.
Short or long hair : short
Height : taller than me.
Best clothing : anything that is to my taste.
HAVE YOU EVER :
Been to jail : nope
Mooned someone : nope
Thrown up in a store : nope
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today : cant remember.
Gone skinny dipping : nope
THIS OR THAT :
Pepsi or Coke : coke
McDonald's or Burger King : burger king
Single or Group Dates : i like em both
Chocolate or Vanilla : vanilla
Strawberries or Blueberries : Strawberries.
TV or Movie : movie
Guitar or Drums? : Both.
Adidas or Nike : nike
Chinese or Mexican : mexican
Cheerios or Corn Flakes : Cheerios.
Pie or Cake : pie
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hello blogspot! :D
a new lifebook. i guess. mhm.. i used to blog in livejournal, and all of the sudden, i stopped blogging. i dont even know why, maybe theres nothing much to write about kut. :/
anyway, here i am , infront of the laptop, cant sleep and i decided to start blogging again, using blogspot plak. heee..
since perak closed down already because of the sickness they have around there, now its officially a mid semester break. like wtf? its only 3 weeks since i just got back to perak now cuti already? sigh..
i just got back from minum at barra with acap and his friends then i asked acap to drop me off at d.e to meet bird , pijot , jay and others. they were heading to idaman , damansara, so i tagged along.
ate there, the food was nice. i had bihun which apiz belanje'd as i only left with two bucks.
talk and laugh all the way at the table. its been a long time since i had a good laugh with them.
i've been very busy with my life.i dont even have the time for myself to actually go shopping or eat good food as i need to rush here and there.
am has been a very good boyfriend (so he claimed).tends to follow me everywhere i go. for the past weeks ive been on a prison break marathon, and YES! ive completed all 4 season including the final break, a reason why i always skip class. hmm.. and the final break is so sad. i never thought it would end that way.now to complete gossip girl season 2 part 2 and one tree hill season 6 part 2. cant seem to get my hands on the dvds. thats why im stucked there. i dont really like watching using the internet as my net is very very very slow.
crap crap crap. im off to bed now. till then.