i write sins,not tragedies;
"i'm selfish,impatient and a little insecure.i make mistakes,i'm out of control and at times , hard to handle.But if you can't handle me at my worst,then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." -Marilyn Monroe
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Tuesday, August 25, 20097:26 PM
morning call ;
another boring post i must say, trying to waste my time by blogging until the class ends. furniture design is the far most un-likeable subject. six semesters, and i still cant sketch a simple sofa perfectly. pffft.
im still not sure of whether i want to continue fasting or not. im energy-less.havent slept yet since the last post. aha. and i didnt had anything for sahur which make my tummy upset, so yeah, am said dont have to puase if you can't. sleeeeepy, lifting my fingers pun rase mcm takde energy.
crap crap crap.enter.
dady said, city will be ready by the end of this week, cant wait to drive my city here.i miss ol betsy like hell. she's been with me from the day that i got my license till the day she broke down. sedih gile.im driving ol' kancil now,the transformed kancil, ahaha, from yellow to black , from small rims to big rims,but still the weakness is ; THE UNPOWER STERENG. saye sangat benci ok.
missing mama's sambal goreng, dendeng and sambal sotong,ok, NOW IM REALLY HUNGRY. testing my patience betul. tragic lah anak mama sorang ni. keriau gile. bile tak tido, shot jadinye. haih.
cant seem to think of anything right now, will update anything later.
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its been awhile since my last post, been busy with thoe fucking assigments alll weeek. stressed out! gah! feel like quitting pun ade. last week, went back to shah alam to have the first buka puasa with my family. now im talking crap, which i actually, right now, i was supposed to be doing my presentation for building construction. blah. just finished my business card design that need to be submitted tomorrow for my ARC 300 class. a 4am design.take a look. so boring! haha.
missing am like hell. wish he can be here,beside me to accompany me. le sigh.baby, nak hug lah!
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Sunday, August 16, 20097:06 PM
another monday morning at studio
while helmie is sleeping, i sneakly use his pc together with his broadband to online. im just too lazy to assemble the laptop and manage the cables and wires. im too tired. slept at 6.30 am.(yeah, again) i just dont know how to write this. i lost my sony ericsson,k770i. it went down the loo when i was trying to pee. suddenly it slipped out from the front pocket! imagine, had been putting the phne at the front pocket, but it never slipped. the part where i cry is because it was a gift from my dear daddy who kesian-ed tht her daughter doesnt have a phone and doesnt have the cash to get one. but now, i dont think he'll get me one. sedih nye :(.my mom asked me to kumpul duit raye. one month to go man. and im cash-less now. cry lagi :((.tsk tsk.
when for a crit with en.i-zack. thought it would be an easy session turned out to be a weee bit difficult than i thought. need to find new image for the concept, need to define the meaning of artful and glamour according to oxford dictionary, simplize my phrase. argh! sayang, i need you badly. if you can be very lovey, why dont you come and pick me up on thursday so we can go back together. tknk ke? enough of id.
syg bday faz nak dekat, get me the sidekick 2008 ea? pretty pls. i love you baby.you mean the world to me.
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Tuesday, August 11, 20099:30 PM
dammit!!!! overslept! AGAIN! *le sigh* stressing me out. seriously.
been missing furniture class for the 2nd time this month, i can get kicked out . fuck fuck fuck.
slept at 6.30am right after i finish my esquee drwg for furniture and my bc presentation. now is 1230 and here i am, blogging. like nthg else matters. shiet.
sumpah takut la sial.
this is just another fucking nightmare!
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Monday, August 10, 20099:18 AM
supposedly the minute i turned on my laptop, i was supposed to be doing my work.since i skipped evening class today, i overslept lah. cover balik tidur yang tak cukup. bukan malas ok! lecturer told the whole class, tht i have to present my site on thursday, the first top 4! clap clap. not good.
im still working on my site analysis. which i have not enough picutres yet. STRESS!.model dah siap, information plak tak cukup.bukan sedikit, tapi banyak.
i was hoping tht i wont have to go back to kl this week.been going back and fourth with the kancil since the first week. tired of driving already actually. was planning to spend my weekend here. maybe chilling at telok batik, eat mcd at lumut or eat the sate bota that i miss.
but things dthoesnt seem to follow according to what ive planned! ergh. sayang, is not that i dont miss you that i dont wanna go back home to meet you, but im just too tired of hvg to drve to shah alam , and cme here back on sunday. monday strt class. penat la. if i can just fly back, after each class, i'll go and meet you just to get a kiss from you and hug. rindu plak.
nnt bende ni sume dah settle, we party our ass off ok? i promise you tht. i know you miss doing tht with me. kan kan? :p x? crap crap. enter.
holding on to myself. this is my last semester. hoping i wont have to come back to perak next semester. clearing all of my subjects! 28 credit hours man. damn tough. is not that easy as it looks. studio works and paper works, submission each of an everyday. i just hate it. something tells me to just concentrate on studio rather than th subjects. but the heart and head wants to finish it off. and makes this the last.f^%&^(*&.
toodles. back to work.ooooorrrr should rest first? haaha..