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"i'm selfish,impatient and a little insecure.i make mistakes,i'm out of control and at times , hard to handle.But if you can't handle me at my worst,then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." -Marilyn Monroe
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Tuesday, October 13, 20091:19 PM
a letter to you
im not sure if you'll read this. because you rarely read my blog. i just want you to know that right now i'm missing you,very much. being away doesnt mean the heart will be to. i just need the time,at this particular moment, dont ask why, because i don't know the answer to that question. you may say its crap,but that is what the hearts wants. im not trying to be corny or so, i just want you to know why im being a total selfish. i know im not supposed to do this to you since you dont have any wrongs,and you didnt do anything to hurt me. i just need to find myself now. im struggling day and night to make sure that i'll grad successfully this semester. maybe thats what've been bothering me lately. im scared.im scared. and you're rarely there to comfort me. you sleep when im working and you woke up when im sleeping. MAYBE you're not in pain. but i am. am, i'll be back on the 23rd if everything is okay.you'll wait dont you? i miss you. i really do, you must be wondering why i didnt call you or text you. it was never my intention to hurt you neither pissing you off. i just want to make sure you'll miss me as much as i missed you.so many things to write about how i feel am, but so little time, i need to attend to my assignments now. submission kejap lagi. i havent slept for 3 days. if you do care, just letting you know how am i doing now. i need to be infront the plot shop tomorrow early in the morning. take care. i love you baby. faz takde cdt sayang nak call, faz takde duit. nantilah kay?i'll call you when the time is right. kalau call sekarang mesti asyik gaduh, sebab faz punye otak tgh serabut. faz tak nak. nak hug! ;( rindu sangat. isyk .