Far most the worst weekend i ever had. everything is not in order, one thing comes to another, from studies to life to friends and families.

Im not sure if i can still held my head high and walk with confidence. everyday of my life seems to be dreadful.

theres sooo many things to write.but dont know where to start, its pissing me off. i wished that i can just close my eyes and wake up with problem-free. i wished everything is in order without hvg to work hard.

3 days to my birthday, i just dont feel like celebrating. i just want to give myself a 21 years old birthday present and thats it. nthg else. had sthg in mind,but havent decided it yet. i just want it to be memorable since 090909 will only come once. it sucks knowing your boyfriend wont be there with you on your birthday. it sucks knowing i have submission on that day. it sucks badly that i have to go to class and not enjoying the day.

am got me a new phone. the one that i've always wanted, LG KS360. He caught my eyes the first time i laid my eyes on him.am got me the one in black and red.thank you baby. i'll take care of this little baby yah? i promise!

now i feel like crying, i dont know why, a few days back, when i was hvg dinner w my college friends, all of the sudden i felt tears running dwn my eyes.without any intention of crying. it just happened. baby, can you please come to perak on my birthday.